That is the day my surgery has be rescheduled for. So again the waiting starts, the anxiety comes and goes. My biggest concern today is should I postpone the surgery until after the new year. I know, I know. I have to get it done. I have to do what is best. I just would like to feel 100% during the holidays.
I am almost certain that I will always find an excuse but seriously the thought of pushing it back for my own holiday happiness doesn't sound so bad to me. BUT. BUT what if waiting causes issues. I would never know now would I. Only one knows for sure and He certainly isn't going to disclose that too me. So. So I shall dwell on this thought for a while. I learned today that worry and mediation have the same mechanical functions just a difference in thoughts. So basically if you know how to worry, you know how to meditate. Never thought of it that way. I know for sure I am a worrier. Off to meditate.
ML
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- I am a sahm (stay at home mommy) and it is my dream job. My Loves(not in any sort of order mind you): the sound of my children in the morning, doggies, my honey bunny,cloth diapers, God, a great find when needing a bargin and a cool misty rain when on a walk. I also treasure being able to watch an ASU sporting event now that we don't live in the Pac 10 area. Go Devils!! Lance is a wonderful dad and husband. He works for a great company. The best thing about his job is he works from home so the kids get to see daddy at coffee breaks and lunch time. Lance's passion is golf and would love to spend every day on the course if he could. Campbell is our first born and has been a dream baby. We are so excited to see her grow and become the person she is meant to be. Travis Aaron is our sweet baby boy with a great smile. We love watching him grow, laugh and learn.
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